ฟังเพลงwhen the hospital was my home

Song: when the hospital was my home

Artist: Powfu, Rxseboy

Lyrics: Hazey Eyes, Powfu, Rxseboy

Composed: Hazey Eyes

Feel the wind blow, I can hear it in my left ear

Sounds like when you whispered to me but you're not around here

Life is slow, sleepin’ twelve hours a day, ayy

Since I had my surgery, it's never been the same

I'm sick and it sucks, my friends barely visit

Every week that goes by and I’m feelin' more distant

Try so many times, tryna chip away my fear

Prayin' when I'm sad thinkin' of our younger years

First night that you kissed me, cuddle watchin' Disney

Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me

Every second is a blessing when you're standing at my side

We didn't see this coming, it’s okay to say goodbye

It’s okay to say goodbye

But I hate saying goodbyes

Would you stay here longer?

Sorry I'm not stronger

Speak to me with honesty, it’s harder than we thought it'd be

Tell it to me straight, ayy, I don't want no "probably"

Tell me when you're tired ’cause I'm gettin' tired too

The rain is feelin' heavy and the sky isn't so blue

Pills for my breakfast, promisin' it'll heal me

Hangin' out with doctors and starin' at the ceiling

My favorite days are Mondays when you come and see me

Wish you would stay longer but I know it's not easy

Yeah, I was excited for that concert

Tell me all about it, did they sign your new Converse?

I don't wanna let go when we hug

The thing worst in dying is losing who you love

It's okay to say goodbye

But I hate saying goodbyes

Would you stay here longer?

Sorry I'm not stronger

Noticed all the pain that you deal with

Was sick of all the doctors sayin' you heal quick

Spend a couple days since you left sayin' it hurts

Your girl just called me said she's pregnant and that would've been my first

So shocked when she told me

Why didn't she tell you?

She thought you'd leave the world thinkin' your promises have fell through

You always talked about her, you were ready for a son

Now he'll be watchin' over him, free of pain

Know that one day he'll look up and feel your love

When I get to heaven I will wait for you

Sorry for the things that I put you through

You had to watch me flatline, wishin' that was bad time