Popular Monster (Explicit)

Popular Monster - Falling In Reverse

Yeah

I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze

I'm not sure if I should say

This f**k I'll say it anyway

Everybody tries to tell me that

I'm going through a phase

I don't know if it's a phase

I just wanna feel okay yeah

I battle with depression but the question still remains

Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage

And my doctor tries to tell

Me that I'm going through a phase

Yeah it's not a f**king phase I just wanna feel okay okay

Yeah I struggle with this bulls**t every day

And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage

And it obliterates me disintegrates me annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down searching for a way out

I'm a liar I'm a cheater I'm a non-believer

I'm a popular popular monster

I break down falling into love now with falling apart

I'm a popular popular monster

I think I'm going nowhere like

A rat trapped in a maze

Every wall that I knocked down

Is just a wall that I replace

I'm in a race against myself

I try to keep a steady pace

How the f**k will I escape if

I never close my case

Oh my God I keep on stressing

Every second that I waste

Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take

But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage

Yeah it's not a f**king stage

I just wanna feel okay okay

Motherf**ker now you got my attention

I need to change a couple things

'Cause something is missing

And what if I were to lie

Tell you everything is fine

Every single f**king day I get closer to the grave

I am terrified

I fell asleep at the wheel again

Crashed my car just to feel again

It obliterates me disintegrates me annihilates me

'Cause I'm about to break down searching for a way out

I'm a liar I'm a cheater I'm a non-believer

I'm a popular popular monster

I break down falling into love now with falling apart

I'm a popular popular f**king monster

Yeah here we go again motherf**ker oh

We're sick and tired of wondering

Praying to a God that you don't believe

We're searching for the truth in the lost and found

So the question I ask is oh

Where the f**k is your God now

'Cause I'm about to break down searching for a way out

I'm a liar I'm a cheater

I'm a non-believer I'm a popular popular monster

I break down falling into love now with falling apart

I'm a popular popular monster

I'm a liar I'm a cheater

I'm a non-believer

I'm a popular popular monster