I'm Not Dying

I'm Not Dyin' - Colony House/Caleb Chapman

Composed by：Caleb Chapman

Do you ever get that feeling

Like you're doing this all wrong

Like you're trying to pain

A picture you can't draw

Do you ever see a mirror

But avoid it at all costs

'Cuz you know all that

You'll find is someone lost

Well maybe there's a reason for the

Things that I don't understand

Like buried deep inside of me a key

To unlock who I am

Stuck in the muck and the mire

Has got my heart feeling tired and blue

But I'm not dying I'm just

Not living like I could

Am I a hero

Am I a villain

Am I the victim of the 'cause

Am I a damsel in distress that's

Waiting on someone to save my soul

Of all the mountains to climb

Of all the rivers to flow

Of all the sticks and all the stones

I'm scared of living in the background laying low

Well maybe there's a reason

For the things that I don't understand

I don't understand

Like buried deep inside of me

A key to unlock who I am

Who I am

I'm turning over a leaf

Kissing yesterday's cheek adieu

'Cuz I'm not dying

I'm just not living like I could

Oh what I'm trying to say

With this dramatic refrain to you

Is I'm not dying

I'm just not living

Like I could