TRAUMA

Josh A - TRAUMA

作詞 : Josh A

作曲 : Josh A

I got traumas that I run from

Can't let go of all the pain

And I just want someone to show me

tell me that I'll be fine

I want someone to care

tell me that I'm alright

But I'm breaking

Hard to deal with what I'm facing

And you know my heart's been racing

Got too many pills I'm taking taking

Inside, yeah, I keep it inside

I bottle emotions and swallow my pride

I'm just fillin' the void

with money, cars, and drugs

And the women I love

they're just usin' me up like

It's hard to be sane

when everybody wanna try me

Friends switch up

now I know they never liked me

Been too many times that I'm fallin' out the deep end

Lonely vibes 'cause I'm fallin' out of sequence

I'm runnin' too fast but I don't know why

Even with this cash I can't get by

Everybody talk they don't know my life

But I still try

I got traumas that I run from

Can't let go of all the pain

And I just want someone to show me

tell me that I'll be fine

I want someone to care

tell me that I'm alright

But I'm breaking

Hard to deal with what I'm facing

And you know my heart's been racing

Got too many pills I'm taking taking

I carry on but it's so exhausting

Dead friends and family on me

Barely living, I feel like a zombie

I feel invisible, nobody wants me

I ruined everything and I know it's all my fault

How can I change when I got these obstacles

It's all in my brain

I got depression in my skull

Just wanna escape but it feels impossible

Runnin' too fast but I don't know why

Even with this cash I can't get by

Everybody talk they don't know my life

But I still try

I got trauma that I run from

Can't let go of all the pain

And I just want someone to show me

tell me that I'll be fine

I want someone to care

tell me that I'm alright

But I'm breaking

Hard to deal with what I'm facing

And you know my heart's been racing

Got too many pills I'm taking taking