dying on the inside (Explicit)

dying on the inside (Explicit) - Nessa Barrett

Lyrics by：Evan Blair/Mags Duval/Danny Silberstein/Nessa Barrett

You should take this as a compliment

If I were you I would be more confident

You're lucky that you're pretty

Why are you obsessed with your appearance

I don't wanna hear it you're fine

It's been my best kept secret for a while now

No one ever sees it but it's all around

Its the dinner conversation no one talks about

Don't know how much longer I can keep this down

Beauty is a knife I've been harmed by the blade

Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything

It's all a lie

Honestly it's eating me alive

They're all like did you change your hair

Did you lose a bit of weight

You should keep it up cause it really looks great

I hate that I

Always look my best

When I'm dying on the inside

When I'm dying on the inside

I wish I could break the mirror

That makes me feel like I should f**king disappear

Drown my demons in a bathtub filled with tears

No matter what I try they always seem to come back to life

What if I didn't do this to my body

What if I quit and then you don't want me

The dinner conversation no one talks about

Don't know how much longer I can keep this down

Beauty is a knife I've been harmed by the blade

Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything

It's all a lie

Honestly it's eating me alive

They're all like did you change your hair

Did you lose a little weight

You should keep it up cause it really looks great

I hate that I

Always look my best

When I'm dying on the inside

When I'm dying on the inside

When I'm dying on the inside

When I'm dying on the inside

Take this is a compliment

If I were you I'd me more confident

You're lucky your pretty

Why are you obsessed

With your appearance

I don't wanna hear it You're fine

Beauty is a knife I've been harmed by the blade

Swallowing my pride so I won't eat anything

It's all a lie

Honestly it's eating me alive

They're all like did you change your hair

Did you lose a little weight

You should keep it up cause it really looks great

I hate that I

Always look my best

When I'm dying on the inside

When I'm dying on the inside